Seokjin doesn't let go. He squeezes Jungkook's upper arm, trying to rub it in a soothing motion. Maybe Jungkook is selfish but Jin knows that he definitely is. He wishes Seokbeom were a different kind of brother all the time or that he had someone else entirely. What would it have been like, growing up with a brother like Jungkook?

Jin believes he would have been happier.

"America wasn't always easy but sometimes there were things that made me love it," he says. A bubble of nerves bursts in his chest as he realizes that what he's saying now is almost the same thing he said when he'd come out to Yoongi. Should he do it now too?