Yoongi sighs, eyes fluttering briefly shut as he smiles. The smallest touches, the littlest gestures, end up meaning everything, details to tuck away and pull out again when he has to sleep alone or get through a difficult class. He's had more and more trouble sleeping the last few months, but at least when Jungkook is here, it's easier. There's something about being held that helps, though he's not sure if it's the body heat or the sense of security or even just the sound of Jungkook's breathing in his ear. For the other nights, there are moments like this to remember and relive.
"I know," he murmurs, smiling wistfully as he looks over again. "I just want to be here with you all the time." School felt simpler before this. He didn't know what he was missing and he didn't have to pretend so much. When he sees Jungkook in the halls now, it's hard not to pull him close and kiss him, grateful for whatever little moments they get together during the day. He's pretty sure he's not very good at hiding that, but at least no one has said anything yet that he's heard. Still, school takes up too many hours of the day, time he should be spending right here. "It's good, though, that you weren't here yesterday. That you were with Jimin. It seems like he needs that."
He isn't sure exactly what's going on with the other boy and he's not sure how to approach it either, doesn't want to overwhelm Jimin, but at least Jungkook can. The two of them have always been closer than Yoongi is to Jimin anyway. Maybe he'll feel comfortable confiding in Jungkook in a way he couldn't with Yoongi beyond those few words that have stuck with him.
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"I know," he murmurs, smiling wistfully as he looks over again. "I just want to be here with you all the time." School felt simpler before this. He didn't know what he was missing and he didn't have to pretend so much. When he sees Jungkook in the halls now, it's hard not to pull him close and kiss him, grateful for whatever little moments they get together during the day. He's pretty sure he's not very good at hiding that, but at least no one has said anything yet that he's heard. Still, school takes up too many hours of the day, time he should be spending right here. "It's good, though, that you weren't here yesterday. That you were with Jimin. It seems like he needs that."
He isn't sure exactly what's going on with the other boy and he's not sure how to approach it either, doesn't want to overwhelm Jimin, but at least Jungkook can. The two of them have always been closer than Yoongi is to Jimin anyway. Maybe he'll feel comfortable confiding in Jungkook in a way he couldn't with Yoongi beyond those few words that have stuck with him.
He should have fucking said something.