likedriedflowerpetals: [fire] (neg) (all you have is your fire)
min yoongi ([personal profile] likedriedflowerpetals) wrote in [personal profile] lovestrippedbare 2018-12-14 01:08 am (UTC)

"I hope so," Yoongi murmurs. "You guys are my family." They love him more and better than his father does, at least. Sometimes it's hard not to feel that it's more than he deserves. Jungkook's words help, though, let Yoongi seize on something useful. "But maybe. Actions are more important, aren't they?" If he thinks selfish things or mean things sometimes, maybe the important thing is still that he doesn't act on them. He might want Jungkook to himself, but he would never try to separate him from the others or take up all of his time. He gets angry, but he doesn't hurt anyone. He tries not to, anyway.

He turns over the rest of Jungkook's words in his head and holds tight to them. He can at least admit he's reasonably smart and he tries hard to be dependable. It's difficult sometimes, when he doesn't have the energy or will to be there for someone else, but he tries. That has to count for something, too. It isn't easy, but he's trying to believe that Jungkook is right about him. There must be things about him worth loving, or he wouldn't be here, safe in his arms like this. He's not so good at hiding that he could possibly keep his true nature from Jungkook, so he can't be all bad.

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