Yoongi closes his eyes at Jungkook's touch, letting himself just feel it for a moment, helping to steady him. He hates seeing Jungkook upset more than anything, but he's grateful, too, that someone knows now. Putting words to it isn't easy, but it's in the world now, not just in his head, and maybe that will help. He hopes it will, at least, prays it will.
"Yes," he says quietly, making himself open his eyes. He won't let himself be that much of a coward, not now, no matter how hard it is to see Jungkook with tears in his eyes. "Sometimes it doesn't feel like it. But it goes away. And... I have you. I have you. And now there's always music. I have so much to look forward to. There's so much we're going to do. I'll be okay."
It almost seems stupid to have brought it up at all in light of that. The future is so much brighter now than it's ever been before. There's so much possibility, so much he's ready for, longing for. The voice might still be there in the back of his head, but it's hard to imagine the color ever going out of the world again when he has Jungkook. Even if it ever does, he knows he has something now to pull him through, something worth living for. Giving up isn't an option anymore. No matter how bad it gets, he could never hurt Jungkook like that.
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"Yes," he says quietly, making himself open his eyes. He won't let himself be that much of a coward, not now, no matter how hard it is to see Jungkook with tears in his eyes. "Sometimes it doesn't feel like it. But it goes away. And... I have you. I have you. And now there's always music. I have so much to look forward to. There's so much we're going to do. I'll be okay."
It almost seems stupid to have brought it up at all in light of that. The future is so much brighter now than it's ever been before. There's so much possibility, so much he's ready for, longing for. The voice might still be there in the back of his head, but it's hard to imagine the color ever going out of the world again when he has Jungkook. Even if it ever does, he knows he has something now to pull him through, something worth living for. Giving up isn't an option anymore. No matter how bad it gets, he could never hurt Jungkook like that.