There's a large part of Jungkook that wants to share Jimin's name with Hoseok right then and there. A large part of Jungkook that can't imagine the love not being appreciated, at least, by Hoseok even if it's one that can't be reciprocated fully. The feeling only escalates when Hoseok looks up, confusion and perhaps something that's on the cusp of hope in his eyes. There's the fear that by not naming any names, maybe Hoseok will think that Jungkook's lying, only offering empty words in an attempt to provide comfort.
Jungkook's stomach twists at the thought, but it's probably better to be accused of lying than it is to betray a best friend's trust. He takes a deep breath, gaze briefly dropping as he considers his words, and gives Hoseok's hand another squeeze.
"There's someone who watches you. Not... in a creepy way or anything," Jungkook says, shaking his head and hoping he doesn't paint Jimin's affections in an unfavorable way. "But in the same way that I always looked forward to those days when I got to practice piano with Yoongi. You've had crushes, so I'm sure you get it, hyung. When your stomach's all fluttering and all you want is for that person to be happy, and even though you'd be happy enough just knowing that they're doing well, a part of you can't help but wish that it's you they could be happy with."
Licking his lips, Jungkook hangs his head for a moment, already mentally apologizing to Jimin. He won't betray Jimin by mentioning his name, but Jungkook wonders if it'll be too obvious now, if even the little suggestions are enough for Hoseok to connect the dots.
(Would it be so bad if he did?)
"I know someone out there likes you like that. I'm not allowed to say who, though," Jungkook admits.
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Jungkook's stomach twists at the thought, but it's probably better to be accused of lying than it is to betray a best friend's trust. He takes a deep breath, gaze briefly dropping as he considers his words, and gives Hoseok's hand another squeeze.
"There's someone who watches you. Not... in a creepy way or anything," Jungkook says, shaking his head and hoping he doesn't paint Jimin's affections in an unfavorable way. "But in the same way that I always looked forward to those days when I got to practice piano with Yoongi. You've had crushes, so I'm sure you get it, hyung. When your stomach's all fluttering and all you want is for that person to be happy, and even though you'd be happy enough just knowing that they're doing well, a part of you can't help but wish that it's you they could be happy with."
Licking his lips, Jungkook hangs his head for a moment, already mentally apologizing to Jimin. He won't betray Jimin by mentioning his name, but Jungkook wonders if it'll be too obvious now, if even the little suggestions are enough for Hoseok to connect the dots.
(Would it be so bad if he did?)
"I know someone out there likes you like that. I'm not allowed to say who, though," Jungkook admits.