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The world feels like it's been a little dimmer since Monday. Generally, Jungkook isn't the type to let himself be too affected by his environment — he'd sooner be the one assessing it from a distance, rather than get caught up in all of its complexity — but ever since becoming friends with his hyungs, more and more of their moods start to siphon in. He's aware, albeit distantly, when they're sad. Feels their anger and frustration as if they were his own. There are times when it gets to be too much, and Jungkook will always take the time to step away, make sure that he can breathe and feel the ground beneath his feet. But there are times when, no matter how much the earth shifts, he feels like he has to watch.

He's not sure why he always feels like he's holding his breath, waiting for the dissolution.

Yesterday went better than expected, Jungkook thinks. To see Jimin's smile as they sat on the train, taking it to the edge of the country, where they could watch the open sea and the planes taking off into the sky. Even if Jungkook knows that he wasn't able to erase all of the shadows from Jimin's mind, there are times when lifting the burden feels like enough of a success. As long as they can get to the next day, and the next still, there will come a time when all of them will be strong enough to shrug everything off, should they need. Jungkook has to believe that.

He knows that there's a bit of a risk in being out so late three nights now in a row, and he's done his best to keep a close eye on his father whenever at home, assessing his moods. This week seems to be a peaceful one, and not knowing when that grace will end, Jungkook takes advantage of it at once. He's long since learned that things like this can be unpredictable, and the only way to ensure happiness is to grasp at it whenever it's within reach.

And he is happy, enjoying the quiet companionship in Yoongi's room, hours of piano practice behind them now. They're mostly working on homework, which isn't as hard to focus on now than it was a week ago.

As being the key word.

Jungkook figures that he's finished enough for the night — he might regret later not working ahead, but for now, everything he needs to present to his teacher the next day is more or less done, and so he slides the notebook away and drops his pen with a flourish. A few steps easily carry him to the bed, and he sits down on the edge of the mattress, holding his arms out in Yoongi's direction.

"I finished, and I'd like to claim my reward," he declares softly, tilting his head with a smile.
likedriedflowerpetals: [music] (neutral, positive) (the subtle grace of gravity)

[personal profile] likedriedflowerpetals 2018-12-20 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
"I love you," Yoongi echoes, ducking his head to kiss Jungkook's jaw, working his way down to his neck. "So much." The way Jungkook rubs against him, the friction it creates, leaves him whimpering in turn, desperate for more, determined to hold out. If he doesn't put a stop to it, he's going to get carried away and end things too quickly.

Easing back down the bed, he moves his hand down to Jungkook's hip to steady him, mouthing at his chest. "How do you feel?" he asks, glancing up. He wants to take his time, but he's eager to get going in earnest, to see Jungkook struggle to touch him, so he keeps moving lower. "Tied up for me. Is it good?" He's pretty sure it is, judging by Jungkook's half-dazed, wholly lascivious expression, but he wants to hear it from him. Getting him to talk about it is part of the fun.

Without waiting for an answer, he begins pressing kisses along Jungkook's inner thigh, teeth scraping gently over sensitive skin before he sucks at it, wondering if he can leave a mark here, too.
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[personal profile] likedriedflowerpetals 2018-12-20 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
"Mm-hmm," Yoongi says, pleased with himself and not troubling to hide it. Every sound, every shiver. just fuels him. He drags his tongue along Jungkook's thigh, lifting his head to look at him, gaze raking along the length of him before he meets his eyes. "You didn't think I was going to tie you down and then give you what you want immediately, did you?"

As far as he can tell, though, this is what Jungkook wants, something so good it's just this side of torture, to be entirely at Yoongi's mercy, made to wait on his whim. As much as Yoongi wants to make him come, he wants this, too, to draw it out and also to continue where he is, making a mark where no one but himself and Jungkook will ever be able to see it. Even if it doesn't last long, they'll know it was there. That he was here.

He misses the feeling of Jungkook's hands on him, but there will be time for that later, he figures. If anything, it might be all the better for having had to wait.
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[personal profile] likedriedflowerpetals 2018-12-20 09:46 am (UTC)(link)
That's all the confirmation Yoongi needs to know he's doing this right β€” or, more pertinently, that he's doing what Jungkook wants of him. Yoongi might be the one with full use of his hands right now, but the control is shared. He'd stop whatever he's doing in an instant if Jungkook asked him to.

Instead, he says please like a prayer and Yoongi almost caves on the spot, ready to do whatever's asked of him. The request itself makes that all the easier. He still delays a little, lifting his head to admire the mark he's made, brushing his fingers gently over the dark red stain he's left behind. His hand traces over Jungkook's hip before he finally pulls back, sitting between his legs.

He thinks, briefly, that he should refuse, at least for a little while, if only to hear Jungkook beg. Even that one plea, even the thought of it, though, has him aching for some kind of relief. "You don't want me to touch you instead?" he asks. It's difficult to look at Jungkook, to see the way his cock presses against his abdomen, and not want to bend over him now, to trace every vein with his tongue, and he only has so much willpower. What little he has left goes to resisting that; there isn't enough to keep him from touching himself, too, fingers wrapping around his hard length. He bites his lip, stroking firmly, a whine in his throat. "Fuck, Jungkook."
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[personal profile] likedriedflowerpetals 2018-12-20 08:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Touching himself isn't the same, isn't as good, as having Jungkook's hands on him, but it's still good, still a relief after so much waiting. Knowing that Jungkook is watching only makes it better. Head dropping back, he takes a deep breath, lets it out slowly, shaky with desire. For a moment, he thinks how they have all night together, how he could bring himself to completion now and still be ready for Jungkook to touch him later.

So it's tempting to keep going until Jungkook says that. He's half-forgotten that he's meant to be withholding right now, driving Jungkook wild by keeping him from what he wants. It doesn't count, he decides, if that's what he wants, too.

"Fuck, yes," he breathes, nodding. "Want your mouth on me. Gguk..." His breath coming soft and shallow, he looks up at Jungkook through heavily lidded eyes, trying to determine if it's even possible for Jungkook to suck him off now at that angle. It's hard to think straight, though, and he decides that they'll just figure it out. With a soft whine, he slows and stops touching himself to crawl up the bed over Jungkook, leaning down for a kiss. "Do you think you can?"
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[personal profile] likedriedflowerpetals 2018-12-20 10:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Just the idea of it, just those words, leave Yoongi aching, desire pulling tight in his abdomen and down his spine. He's not sure he's thinking clearly at all, just letting how much he wants this guide him through figuring it out.

Easing up onto his knees, he straddles Jungkook's chest and reaches down to run a hand through his hair. Not that long ago, it had never even occurred to him that tying Jungkook up was a thing he might want to do. Now he kneels over him, taking in the sight of Jungkook under him, vulnerable and dazed and so eager, tugging thoughtlessly at his bonds, and he knows they'll be doing this again. "Still okay?" he asks, brushing his fingertips against Jungkook's wrist. Already there's a little red around the edges where his writhing has the tie chafing against his skin, but it doesn't look bad yet, not enough for them to stop, not if they don't want to.

"If it gets to be too much," he adds, then pauses, unsure how to continue. It's not like Jungkook's going to be able to talk with a mouth full of cock, but they need some kind of signal so he doesn't overwhelm him beyond what he can handle. "Tug on the ties three times, okay? Quickly, like knocking. And I'll stop." He wraps his hand around himself again, the other clinging to the headboard, as he leans forward to brush the head against Jungkook's lips, a groan slipping from his lips at the sensation.
Edited 2018-12-20 22:39 (UTC)
likedriedflowerpetals: (neg) panic (as you surface from the dark)

[personal profile] likedriedflowerpetals 2018-12-21 04:33 am (UTC)(link)
They all joke about Jungkook being a fast learner, but Yoongi is pretty sure this is his favorite of all the skills Jungkook has picked up along the way, or at least tied for first with piano. His mouth is so tight and hot around him and he takes him so deep, and all Yoongi can do is grip the headboard, watching first the way his cock disappears between slick lips and then Jungkook's eyes. After so much waiting, it's such a fucking relief to feel anything at all around him, let alone this.

The way Jungkook watches him, too, is so heady and, at the same time, a relief in its own right. If anything goes wrong, he thinks he'll be able to see it in his gaze even without any signals. It makes this feel safer, makes him feel comfortable enough to experiment. One hand dropping down to the back of Jungkook's head to help support him, he rolls his hips, slow and careful, groaning at the way Jungkook sinks down around him. "Fuck, you feel so good," he murmurs. "You're so good at this."
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[personal profile] likedriedflowerpetals 2018-12-21 08:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Yoongi exhales sharply, grip on the headboard tightening so he won't pull Jungkook's hair instead. Tempting though it is to tug, he wants to give him room to move if he needs to, to pull back some if it gets to be too much. Judging by Jungkook's reaction, though, he's not sure that's going to be a problem. There are tears in his eyes, but if anything, he looks like he's enjoying this almost as much as Yoongi is. It makes him feel better about pushing him a little more, hips rocking as he tries to find a rhythm and the right depth, a desperate moan pulled from his throat as Jungkook takes him deeper.

"So good," he whimpers. "Fuck, Gguk, you're so beautiful. So hot." He can feel every noise, every swallow, lost in the sensations and the sight as Jungkook sucks at him. He lets go of the headboard, reaching down to wipe a tear from Jungkook's cheek, thumb running gently over flushed skin. With the perfect wet suction of his mouth and the way Jungkook sounds right now, he's not sure how long he's going to make it, but he intends to enjoy every last second of it. "Is it good? You like that?"

He's pretty sure of the answer, but he likes the noises Jungkook makes and the enthusiasm with which he responds. There's something utterly intoxicating about this, the juxtaposition of control and vulnerability, of having Jungkook at his mercy and knowing he's loving every moment. With Jungkook gazing up at him like this, even through the haze of pleasure, it's hard to feel anything but loved and more wanted than he's ever been in his life.
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[personal profile] likedriedflowerpetals 2018-12-21 10:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Yoongi would have thought that, maybe, watching Jungkook instead of closing his eyes would help him hold out longer. If anything, though, it's all the more arousing. He's so gorgeous, his lips pursed tight around Yoongi's cock, occasionally straining against the ties, though not in any way that makes Yoongi worry. If anything, it seems to him like, when Jungkook does that, it's only because he wants to get closer, to touch, desperate to have hands on skin, and that's hot, too.

Still, as he edges closer, thoughts of trying to stave off his orgasm fade away. He wants this so badly, hips rocking a little harder, a little faster, as he chases his end. Moving like this, he can't help thinking of later, of some unknown day in the future, when he'll get to fuck Jungkook. The idea of being buried deep inside of him prompts another rich moan, breath falling in shaky pants. When they started, he'd had it in his head that he'd get Jungkook off first, but he doesn't have the willpower to stop, not when this feels so fucking good, his body shaking with exertion and pleasure, pressure building until he tugs thoughtlessly at Jungkook's hair anyway.

"I'm close," he gasps, hips stuttering against Jungkook's mouth, gripping the headboard until his knuckles go white. "Fuck, I β€” Jungkook β€”"
likedriedflowerpetals: [jungkook, fire] (neg, positive, neutral?) he's got so many feelings, who can tell anymore (all the ashes in my wake)

[personal profile] likedriedflowerpetals 2018-12-22 01:25 am (UTC)(link)
For a few moments, all Yoongi can do is stay where he is, thighs protesting his staying aloft as he tries to catch his breath. It's the way Jungkook looks that pulls him just enough out of his daze to lower himself again, lying down on his side next to Jungkook, propped up half on top of him. He wants to see him, to take in every last detail, the soft smile and the shining eyes, the color high across his cheeks, lips swollen and come dripping down his chin. He reaches out to run his thumb gently over Jungkook's lower lip and down along his jaw, wiping him clean as best he can. "Always for you," he says softly, leaning in for a kiss. "You're incredible."

Running his hand slowly down over Jungkook's chest, he teases his fingertips across his abdomen. "You're so fucking hot right now. Always, but right now, fuck." Maybe there is something a little, if not selfish, then at least self-centered about that, but Yoongi doubts anyone could blame him. Jungkook is a beautiful mess, disheveled and wrecked, and that's hot enough in itself, but it's all the better to him for knowing it's because of him. That he did this. That no one else gets to see, let alone have this effect on Jungkook. "Almost wish I could take a picture for when you're not here."
likedriedflowerpetals: [fire] (neg) (burned out flames should never reignite)

[personal profile] likedriedflowerpetals 2018-12-22 06:50 am (UTC)(link)
Yoongi watches him intently, trying to tuck away every detail for later, trying to commit to memory everything that Jungkook likes so he can do it again next time. "I like that, too," he says, "when you pull my hair." It speaks to his utter desperation, and there's something intoxicating about him getting so absorbed in his desire, swept away by need.

He's going to have to do something about that need soon.

"If you keep talking like that," he says, pressing lazy kisses to Jungkook's neck, "you'll get me hard again. And I want to take care of you now. Want your cock in my mouth so bad, Gguk." Pictures can wait, if he ever decides to do it. He's still debating if it's worth the risk of someone else seeing, if maybe the risk makes it even better. He thinks he likes being just on the edge of getting caught, the possibility that someone else will come into the bathroom at school and find them hidden in a stall together or walk in on them in the classroom. On the other hand, he also likes knowing this is something no one else will ever get to see.

Trailing lower, he mouths at Jungkook's skin. "Should I untie you first?" He has to be getting tired by now. Still, Yoongi suspects β€” hopes β€” he'll say no.
likedriedflowerpetals: [music] (neutral, positive) he's theeere the phantom of the kpopppppp (our love is sweeter than strings)

[personal profile] likedriedflowerpetals 2018-12-22 09:42 pm (UTC)(link)
When Yoongi spends so much time hoping just to be good enough, it's strange to consider himself being too good. When Jungkook deserves everything, that doesn't seem entirely possible. Still, he thinks, he'll take it. It means he's doing something right and that's all he wants, to make Jungkook feel good. To make him happy.

If that means keeping him tied up, then that's what they'll do. Yoongi's not sure he could handle it, desperate to get his hands on Jungkook, but then, he figures, that's part of the appeal, being denied until the longing builds. It must make everything better once freedom of movement is restored. At least, he hopes it will. And he likes it from this side of things, driving Jungkook wild, watching him strain against his bonds. There are so few areas in his life where Yoongi feels in control. To be so here is a heady experience, one he knows he's going to want to repeat.

Ribbon next time. Soft pretty colors against Jungkook's wrists, maybe his ankles.

His mouth trails along Jungkook's hip, lips brushing his thigh, then back up to press a kiss to the head of Jungkook's cock. "So hard for me," he says appreciatively. "You look so good." Not yet taking him in his mouth, he licks along the underside, tongue dragging from base to tip. "Taste so good." As badly as he wants this now, he wants to hear Jungkook ask for it first.
likedriedflowerpetals: [fire] (neg) (burned out flames should never reignite)

[personal profile] likedriedflowerpetals 2018-12-23 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
It's all Yoongi needs to hear. "I like that," he says. "Please." It sounds so good, the way Jungkook's voice pitches higher, thinner, desperation practically dripping from his words. Running his hands over Jungkook's thighs soothingly, he drags the flat of his tongue over the head of his cock, eyes closing briefly at the taste of him.

Teasing is fun, especially when there's nothing Jungkook can do to retaliate, but he's waited long enough. Looking up again to meet his eyes, Yoongi lowers his head, taking him into his mouth. He sinks down as far as he can manage, moaning around him in mingled desire and relief. He's sure Jungkook has wanted this even more than he has, but it feels like he's been waiting forever to get his mouth on him again. He does his best to make it as tight as he can for Jungkook, tongue sweeping over him as Yoongi bobs his head, watching Jungkook all the while. The way his features shift as Yoongi works at him is hypnotic β€” beautiful, even, though Yoongi knows he's biased. He's not sure anyone could deny that there's a certain beauty to it, though, to the soft needy sounds and the relief.

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