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jeon jΟ…ngΔΈooΔΈ ([personal profile] lovestrippedbare) wrote2018-12-12 12:33 pm
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The world feels like it's been a little dimmer since Monday. Generally, Jungkook isn't the type to let himself be too affected by his environment — he'd sooner be the one assessing it from a distance, rather than get caught up in all of its complexity — but ever since becoming friends with his hyungs, more and more of their moods start to siphon in. He's aware, albeit distantly, when they're sad. Feels their anger and frustration as if they were his own. There are times when it gets to be too much, and Jungkook will always take the time to step away, make sure that he can breathe and feel the ground beneath his feet. But there are times when, no matter how much the earth shifts, he feels like he has to watch.

He's not sure why he always feels like he's holding his breath, waiting for the dissolution.

Yesterday went better than expected, Jungkook thinks. To see Jimin's smile as they sat on the train, taking it to the edge of the country, where they could watch the open sea and the planes taking off into the sky. Even if Jungkook knows that he wasn't able to erase all of the shadows from Jimin's mind, there are times when lifting the burden feels like enough of a success. As long as they can get to the next day, and the next still, there will come a time when all of them will be strong enough to shrug everything off, should they need. Jungkook has to believe that.

He knows that there's a bit of a risk in being out so late three nights now in a row, and he's done his best to keep a close eye on his father whenever at home, assessing his moods. This week seems to be a peaceful one, and not knowing when that grace will end, Jungkook takes advantage of it at once. He's long since learned that things like this can be unpredictable, and the only way to ensure happiness is to grasp at it whenever it's within reach.

And he is happy, enjoying the quiet companionship in Yoongi's room, hours of piano practice behind them now. They're mostly working on homework, which isn't as hard to focus on now than it was a week ago.

As being the key word.

Jungkook figures that he's finished enough for the night — he might regret later not working ahead, but for now, everything he needs to present to his teacher the next day is more or less done, and so he slides the notebook away and drops his pen with a flourish. A few steps easily carry him to the bed, and he sits down on the edge of the mattress, holding his arms out in Yoongi's direction.

"I finished, and I'd like to claim my reward," he declares softly, tilting his head with a smile.
likedriedflowerpetals: [jungkook, fire] (neg, positive, neutral?) he's got so many feelings, who can tell anymore (all the ashes in my wake)

[personal profile] likedriedflowerpetals 2018-12-18 10:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Giving Jungkook what he wants is so easy. The kiss doesn't last as long as Yoongi would like, since in a matter of moments he's pulling away to remove his pants and underwear. He rolls onto his back to shimmy them off, trying not to let his impatience get in the way. As soon as he's undressed, he's moving back over Jungkook, leaning in to kiss him properly.

"I love it when you talk like this," he says. It is, he thinks, pretty apparent, just from how hard he is and how urgently he kisses Jungkook in answer, but it's still worth saying. He doesn't want Jungkook ever to doubt how right he's getting this, how good he makes Yoongi feel. "When you tell me what you want." He rolls his hips forward, groaning in pleasure and relief at the friction. As badly as he wants more, just feeling Jungkook against him is so good. He reaches down, wrapping a hand around both of their cocks as best he can, his hips rocking forward as he lets out a gasp. "Sounds so good."

Just knowing how wanted he is is arousing in its own right. Maybe, too, it's still the element of novelty, of getting to hear Jungkook say things he never imagined he'd hear from him in this context. He drops his head and kisses Jungkook's shoulder. "When you're so dirty just for me." The other boys might guess what they get up to, but he doesn't think they can imagine β€” doesn't want them to try β€” just how unabashedly filthy Jungkook can be. His teeth graze over soft skin, and he has to stop moving his hips. He doesn't want Jungkook to come before he can get his mouth on him.
likedriedflowerpetals: [music] (neutral, positive) (the subtle grace of gravity)

[personal profile] likedriedflowerpetals 2018-12-19 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
"I must be pretty fucking hot then," Yoongi says, smirking as he lifts his head for another kiss, hand slowing around them. As desperately as he wants more, he wants to hold out, too, to make this last for both of them. It's not easy when Jungkook talks like this, gets him all worked up, but when he comes, he wants Jungkook to be the one who takes him there.

Littering kisses across jaw and neck, he lets go of his hold on their cocks so he can start making his way lower down Jungkook's body. "I want all of that," he says, mouthing at his collarbone again. He reaches up to take Jungkook's hand, to lower it to the bed, letting go to wrap his fingers around his wrist instead. There are so many things they want to do and try; he figures there's no time like now to get started.

"Want you to use my mouth, Gguk. Want to tie you down... but not with rope. That's too rough." He presses a kiss to his hipbone. He's tried not to think about this too much, if only because the thought occurs to him too often in inconvenient places like class, but he can't help it. It's been on his mind since Jungkook first mentioned it. "Ribbon. You'd look so pretty all wrapped up for me."
likedriedflowerpetals: [music] (neutral, positive) he's theeere the phantom of the kpopppppp (our love is sweeter than strings)

[personal profile] likedriedflowerpetals 2018-12-19 10:09 am (UTC)(link)
Yoongi pauses in his descent to consider that. It's not easy to think straight right now, his mind filled with all the things he wants to do now and in the future. This, though, seems particularly important. "I might," he says. It's not impossible. He seems to remember ribbon used to tie gifts in the past, and that might still be in his closet. The idea of digging around for that right now when he could have Jungkook in his mouth instead isn't entirely appealing, but it could be worth it. Now that they're talking about it, he wants this. It's not like they couldn't do it another time, but the way Jungkook sounds at the idea of it makes Yoongi ache.

"I'm not sure where..." He glances away, scanning the room for ideas, eyes widening a moment later. "What about ties?" That should be long enough to comfortably bind Jungkook's wrists, at least, and he knows he has a couple. It won't be as pretty as ribbon, but it's at least softer than rope, and he's too aroused by the thought to get caught up in the aesthetic details.

He'll never be able to wear one again without thinking of Jungkook, but that seems like an instant improvement for any situation that requires him to wear one anyway.

With one more kiss to Jungkook's hip, he pulls away to head over to his drawers, padding across the room as quickly as he can. Being away from Jungkook β€” from the warmth of his body, especially on a chill night β€” is hard, but he makes quick work of digging a pair of ties out of his drawer, unfurling one from each hand as he approaches the bed. "Will that do?"

Either way, he makes a mental note to buy some ribbon for later.
likedriedflowerpetals: [music] (neutral, positive) (the subtle grace of gravity)

[personal profile] likedriedflowerpetals 2018-12-19 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
There's a moment, as he turns around, where Yoongi hopes he's had the right idea, that Jungkook's enthusiasm for the idea means tonight is the right time to try this after all and he isn't just rushing him into something. Any doubt, though, is swept away the moment Jungkook smiles.

Anything that makes him smile like that is a good idea.

Climbing back onto the bed to kneel beside Jungkook, Yoongi runs a hand along his arm, fingers gently encircling his wrist. Just hearing that seems to set his body alight, bright and taut with desire. It's all he can do to resist stopping here and now to kiss Jungkook again. There's something so enticing about the idea of it, though it takes him a moment to put words to it. It's not that he can do whatever he wants to Jungkook; he wants his permission for everything anyway and it's not like Jungkook has exactly been saying no to anything. It's the trust. It's knowing how much faith Jungkook has in him.

"I want you so bad," he says, soft, and moves his arm a little closer to the headboard.

He's never thought to be thankful for the shape of his bed before, but the design of his headboard makes this easy enough. Tying one end to one of the poles holding it up, he wraps the other end carefully around Jungkook's wrist, creating a loose knot. "Is that okay? Tell me if it's too tight or you change your mind."
likedriedflowerpetals: (neutral) dozing (if we die before we wake)

[personal profile] likedriedflowerpetals 2018-12-19 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Carefully climbing over Jungkook, Yoongi eases to the other side of the bed, repeating the process with his other wrist. "I'm always ready for you to touch me," he says wryly. "Even when we shouldn't. Even at school. There." With both ties in place, he sits back on his heels to look at Jungkook, drinking him in, the way he strains against the fabric, testing it. The sight of dark silk against golden skin is entrancing, and Yoongi brushes his fingertips over the tie and down Jungkook's arm.

"So beautiful," he murmurs. Reaching down, he strokes himself a few times, eyes falling shut, lips parted. It's so tempting to keep going. He could sit here and get himself off with Jungkook watching, unable to do anything about it, until he comes all over his chest. He can imagine how he'd pull against the ties then, desperate to be touched, too, and it's a heady thought. Still, Yoongi holds out, unable to resist lowering himself over Jungkook again instead. Already he has half-formed plans for what he wants to do, but he starts with a kiss, hips rocking against Jungkook's as he deepens it. The friction makes him whine, aching for more still.
likedriedflowerpetals: [music] (neutral, positive) (the subtle grace of gravity)

[personal profile] likedriedflowerpetals 2018-12-20 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
"I love you," Yoongi echoes, ducking his head to kiss Jungkook's jaw, working his way down to his neck. "So much." The way Jungkook rubs against him, the friction it creates, leaves him whimpering in turn, desperate for more, determined to hold out. If he doesn't put a stop to it, he's going to get carried away and end things too quickly.

Easing back down the bed, he moves his hand down to Jungkook's hip to steady him, mouthing at his chest. "How do you feel?" he asks, glancing up. He wants to take his time, but he's eager to get going in earnest, to see Jungkook struggle to touch him, so he keeps moving lower. "Tied up for me. Is it good?" He's pretty sure it is, judging by Jungkook's half-dazed, wholly lascivious expression, but he wants to hear it from him. Getting him to talk about it is part of the fun.

Without waiting for an answer, he begins pressing kisses along Jungkook's inner thigh, teeth scraping gently over sensitive skin before he sucks at it, wondering if he can leave a mark here, too.
likedriedflowerpetals: (positive) sort of? smug (bultaoreune)

[personal profile] likedriedflowerpetals 2018-12-20 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
"Mm-hmm," Yoongi says, pleased with himself and not troubling to hide it. Every sound, every shiver. just fuels him. He drags his tongue along Jungkook's thigh, lifting his head to look at him, gaze raking along the length of him before he meets his eyes. "You didn't think I was going to tie you down and then give you what you want immediately, did you?"

As far as he can tell, though, this is what Jungkook wants, something so good it's just this side of torture, to be entirely at Yoongi's mercy, made to wait on his whim. As much as Yoongi wants to make him come, he wants this, too, to draw it out and also to continue where he is, making a mark where no one but himself and Jungkook will ever be able to see it. Even if it doesn't last long, they'll know it was there. That he was here.

He misses the feeling of Jungkook's hands on him, but there will be time for that later, he figures. If anything, it might be all the better for having had to wait.
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[personal profile] likedriedflowerpetals 2018-12-20 09:46 am (UTC)(link)
That's all the confirmation Yoongi needs to know he's doing this right β€” or, more pertinently, that he's doing what Jungkook wants of him. Yoongi might be the one with full use of his hands right now, but the control is shared. He'd stop whatever he's doing in an instant if Jungkook asked him to.

Instead, he says please like a prayer and Yoongi almost caves on the spot, ready to do whatever's asked of him. The request itself makes that all the easier. He still delays a little, lifting his head to admire the mark he's made, brushing his fingers gently over the dark red stain he's left behind. His hand traces over Jungkook's hip before he finally pulls back, sitting between his legs.

He thinks, briefly, that he should refuse, at least for a little while, if only to hear Jungkook beg. Even that one plea, even the thought of it, though, has him aching for some kind of relief. "You don't want me to touch you instead?" he asks. It's difficult to look at Jungkook, to see the way his cock presses against his abdomen, and not want to bend over him now, to trace every vein with his tongue, and he only has so much willpower. What little he has left goes to resisting that; there isn't enough to keep him from touching himself, too, fingers wrapping around his hard length. He bites his lip, stroking firmly, a whine in his throat. "Fuck, Jungkook."
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[personal profile] likedriedflowerpetals 2018-12-20 08:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Touching himself isn't the same, isn't as good, as having Jungkook's hands on him, but it's still good, still a relief after so much waiting. Knowing that Jungkook is watching only makes it better. Head dropping back, he takes a deep breath, lets it out slowly, shaky with desire. For a moment, he thinks how they have all night together, how he could bring himself to completion now and still be ready for Jungkook to touch him later.

So it's tempting to keep going until Jungkook says that. He's half-forgotten that he's meant to be withholding right now, driving Jungkook wild by keeping him from what he wants. It doesn't count, he decides, if that's what he wants, too.

"Fuck, yes," he breathes, nodding. "Want your mouth on me. Gguk..." His breath coming soft and shallow, he looks up at Jungkook through heavily lidded eyes, trying to determine if it's even possible for Jungkook to suck him off now at that angle. It's hard to think straight, though, and he decides that they'll just figure it out. With a soft whine, he slows and stops touching himself to crawl up the bed over Jungkook, leaning down for a kiss. "Do you think you can?"
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[personal profile] likedriedflowerpetals 2018-12-20 10:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Just the idea of it, just those words, leave Yoongi aching, desire pulling tight in his abdomen and down his spine. He's not sure he's thinking clearly at all, just letting how much he wants this guide him through figuring it out.

Easing up onto his knees, he straddles Jungkook's chest and reaches down to run a hand through his hair. Not that long ago, it had never even occurred to him that tying Jungkook up was a thing he might want to do. Now he kneels over him, taking in the sight of Jungkook under him, vulnerable and dazed and so eager, tugging thoughtlessly at his bonds, and he knows they'll be doing this again. "Still okay?" he asks, brushing his fingertips against Jungkook's wrist. Already there's a little red around the edges where his writhing has the tie chafing against his skin, but it doesn't look bad yet, not enough for them to stop, not if they don't want to.

"If it gets to be too much," he adds, then pauses, unsure how to continue. It's not like Jungkook's going to be able to talk with a mouth full of cock, but they need some kind of signal so he doesn't overwhelm him beyond what he can handle. "Tug on the ties three times, okay? Quickly, like knocking. And I'll stop." He wraps his hand around himself again, the other clinging to the headboard, as he leans forward to brush the head against Jungkook's lips, a groan slipping from his lips at the sensation.
Edited 2018-12-20 22:39 (UTC)
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[personal profile] likedriedflowerpetals 2018-12-21 04:33 am (UTC)(link)
They all joke about Jungkook being a fast learner, but Yoongi is pretty sure this is his favorite of all the skills Jungkook has picked up along the way, or at least tied for first with piano. His mouth is so tight and hot around him and he takes him so deep, and all Yoongi can do is grip the headboard, watching first the way his cock disappears between slick lips and then Jungkook's eyes. After so much waiting, it's such a fucking relief to feel anything at all around him, let alone this.

The way Jungkook watches him, too, is so heady and, at the same time, a relief in its own right. If anything goes wrong, he thinks he'll be able to see it in his gaze even without any signals. It makes this feel safer, makes him feel comfortable enough to experiment. One hand dropping down to the back of Jungkook's head to help support him, he rolls his hips, slow and careful, groaning at the way Jungkook sinks down around him. "Fuck, you feel so good," he murmurs. "You're so good at this."
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[personal profile] likedriedflowerpetals 2018-12-21 08:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Yoongi exhales sharply, grip on the headboard tightening so he won't pull Jungkook's hair instead. Tempting though it is to tug, he wants to give him room to move if he needs to, to pull back some if it gets to be too much. Judging by Jungkook's reaction, though, he's not sure that's going to be a problem. There are tears in his eyes, but if anything, he looks like he's enjoying this almost as much as Yoongi is. It makes him feel better about pushing him a little more, hips rocking as he tries to find a rhythm and the right depth, a desperate moan pulled from his throat as Jungkook takes him deeper.

"So good," he whimpers. "Fuck, Gguk, you're so beautiful. So hot." He can feel every noise, every swallow, lost in the sensations and the sight as Jungkook sucks at him. He lets go of the headboard, reaching down to wipe a tear from Jungkook's cheek, thumb running gently over flushed skin. With the perfect wet suction of his mouth and the way Jungkook sounds right now, he's not sure how long he's going to make it, but he intends to enjoy every last second of it. "Is it good? You like that?"

He's pretty sure of the answer, but he likes the noises Jungkook makes and the enthusiasm with which he responds. There's something utterly intoxicating about this, the juxtaposition of control and vulnerability, of having Jungkook at his mercy and knowing he's loving every moment. With Jungkook gazing up at him like this, even through the haze of pleasure, it's hard to feel anything but loved and more wanted than he's ever been in his life.

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