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There are times, Jungkook thinks, when unexpected changes in plan work out for the best. Giving up on the idea of Busan during winter break wasn't the easiest choice at the time Jungkook had expected it to be the highlight of their winter, and giving into the pressure of Yeongwook's blackmailing hurt on multiple levels. But distance seemed safest. Planning, biding their time, having Jungkook carefully siphon a portion of his allowance over to Yoongi for safekeeping, every passing day made the trip feel more viable again, until the two of them suddenly realized that Yoongi's birthday would be an easy occasion to leave for, and that was that.
They've picked up memories along the way. The first night Jungkook had Yoongi stay over. The first dinner together with his mother, with her offering countless thanks for helping her youngest with his studies. A trip out to a nameless beach, all seven of them together, huddled and bracing against the last of the winter winds.
Getting to March isn't as difficult as Jungkook expected it to be, and now that they're here, the wait has made everything all the sweeter.
He takes countless pictures with his camera of their seats together on the train, of the little box meals they buy from the lady with the cart. Of the ramyeon they buy an hour later, when it's clear that the box meals are more packaging than substance.
Of Yoongi, staring out the window of the train car, a soft smile on his face.
At first, Jungkook struggled with the idea of spending much of Yoongi's birthday on the train, but the trip to Busan takes several hours at best, which would have required missing class on Friday. Seeing Yoongi's peaceful expression on the train helps to set a little of that regret to rest, as does the stifled laughter they share as they stumble down the hall to their room in the hotel.
"Hotel Elysee," Jungkook says with a flourish as he waits for Yoongi to swipe their room key. "Is that, like, French?"
They've picked up memories along the way. The first night Jungkook had Yoongi stay over. The first dinner together with his mother, with her offering countless thanks for helping her youngest with his studies. A trip out to a nameless beach, all seven of them together, huddled and bracing against the last of the winter winds.
Getting to March isn't as difficult as Jungkook expected it to be, and now that they're here, the wait has made everything all the sweeter.
He takes countless pictures with his camera of their seats together on the train, of the little box meals they buy from the lady with the cart. Of the ramyeon they buy an hour later, when it's clear that the box meals are more packaging than substance.
Of Yoongi, staring out the window of the train car, a soft smile on his face.
At first, Jungkook struggled with the idea of spending much of Yoongi's birthday on the train, but the trip to Busan takes several hours at best, which would have required missing class on Friday. Seeing Yoongi's peaceful expression on the train helps to set a little of that regret to rest, as does the stifled laughter they share as they stumble down the hall to their room in the hotel.
"Hotel Elysee," Jungkook says with a flourish as he waits for Yoongi to swipe their room key. "Is that, like, French?"
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Kisses are one thing. Holding hands Jungkook would be happy to expose kids to that much, to put into their minds the fact that people of all genders can love one another. But blowjobs are another thing altogether.
"That was fucking hot, though. I can see why people hook up in bar bathrooms now," Jungkook muses to himself, leaning back against the wall as he shimmies his hips against Yoongi's. "Once I'm of age..."
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He wonders idly if they could get away with fucking in a bar bathroom. People do it, he knows that much. He doesn't usually like to rush that much, but it could be fun.
Besides, in a bar, they wouldn't have to worry about exposing kids to anything they shouldn't see.
"Not that I'm complaining," he says, drawing back from another kiss. "I'll take you anywhere I can get you."
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Maybe it's a little bit of an exaggeration to say that Jungkook's done enough thinking about each individual scenario, but there's truth in how far he's thought into the future, how much he already believes in both of them being soulmates. It's impossible not to believe in the concept at least a little, Jungkook thinks, when the both of them complement each other so well. When he feels so much more complete, simply being with Yoongi, in a way that the happiness of being with his other hyungs doesn't quite compare.
He sighs through a kiss, gaze softening when he pulls back. "Take me everywhere, then," he murmurs, lifting a brow.
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"And I will," he murmurs, leaning into a kiss, his hands slipping under Jungkook's shirt. "Anywhere and everywhere." He tugs his shirt gently up and over Jungkook's head, stopping just shy of pulling it off entirely. Instead he lets the fabric tangle around Jungkook's wrists, gathering it in his hands to keep Jungkook's bound β clumsily, admittedly, and it wouldn't take much at all for him to pull free, but he doubts Jungkook will want to. He really did start back in the direction of the hotel with simple cuddling in mind. Now, though, he wants more, and maybe it's because of how fucking vulnerable he felt just before they made it back or maybe it's the thrill of having a place that's entirely theirs, but he's feeling particularly dominant. "But first, here," he says, tugging Jungkook against him before he steps back toward the bed, leading him. Once they reach it, he lets go, stepping away to find his bag. They're going to need a couple things to continue.
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He's quickly distracted from the thought when Yoongi's fingers sneak under the hem of his shirt, pushing up the fabric and pulling it over Jungkook's head. The sleeves and cuffs tighten slightly around Jungkook's wrists when Yoongi gives the shirt a deliberate tug and twist, almost creating makeshift handcuffs in the process. Jungkook's cheeks color immediately, his heart skipping a beat as he lets himself be tugged along towards the bed.
"Wherever Min Yoongi goes, Jeon Jungkook follows," Jungkook murmurs with a soft smile, casting a slightly bashful glance at the ground. As soon as he's sat on the mattress, Yoongi pulls away, but Jungkook holds himself impossibly still, not making a single move to shift the shirt that's bunched around his wrists.
Distantly, he wonders if there's anything else that Yoongi packed for this purpose, though there's also something appealing about working with what they've got.
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It's the work of a few moments to find the lube he's looking for, along with a couple of ribbons, and place them on the nightstand. He's grateful for that, too, for the speed and efficiency with which he's able to get back over to Jungkook, sitting beside him. "And I go where you lead, too," he says, lifting a hand to Jungkook's cheek, leaning in for a soft, sweet kiss. It doesn't escape his notice that Jungkook hasn't budged, has left his hands still bound, and a moment later, he drops his hand to rest on his wrists. It isn't just the sense of being in control that Yoongi enjoys so much; he likes this maybe more than any of the rest of it, the feeling that Jungkook trusts him so completely, without reservations.
"I want to tie you up," he says, watching as he tugs gently at the shirt. "Is that okay?" He doesn't doubt that it is, but he wants to hear it, to always give Jungkook a choice. He only wishes he'd had a chance to do a little research so he could attempt the kind of bondage he knows Jungkook is curious about. Next time, he tells himself. When they do that, he wants to be sure he's doing it right.
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That Yoongi brought them at all suggests he's been thinking about this weekend as much as Jungkook has. Jungkook can't help the smile that flashes over his face, bright and eager, cheeks dusted a deep pink as he nods in response to Yoongi's question.
"I'd love nothing more," Jungkook says, barely above a whisper as he meets Yoongi's gaze, his hands tensing slightly in anticipation. "Tied up prettily, just for you."
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Though the physical part doesn't hurt either, a current of desire pulling through Yoongi at Jungkook's words and the accompanying mental image. He leans close, kissing him, tugging the shirt gently free of his wrists before he reaches to undo Jungkook's pants. "So pretty," he agrees, brushing another kiss against his lips. "All for me." That, he finds, makes how they choose to be intimate all the better, Yoongi finds; no one knows about their kinks or experiments, no one knows what they do. It's a secret they share, another thing that's theirs and no one else's, the same way no one else gets to see Jungkook like this, wide-eyed and flushed and ready to be thoroughly ravished. No one else gets this kind of trust. It's hard to resist the thrill of being that kind of special to someone. Of being special at all, but especially to Jungkook.
"Alright," he murmurs, finally drawing back, though he could lose himself in kissing Jungkook for ages. "Lie down."
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In the end, Jungkook waits for the explicit direction, lifting both hands together, palm up, wrists exposed for Yoongi to direct.
"Tell me what I should do," he whispers, blinking as he cranes his chin up, exposing his neck for Yoongi to access.
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That doesn't make it easy. But Jungkook, laid out on the bed for him, waiting, his palms up like an offering, like he's offering up his entire self β he is offering up himself in every way β he makes it look easy. Makes it look desirable, even, to be that vulnerable.
To be that sure of someone else. Of Yoongi.
"Stay like that," he murmurs, heart lodged in his throat. He doesn't want to stop staring and he wants to be closer and he can't bear to move away, but he slips forward just enough to grab a ribbon. He kneels at Jungkook's side, reaching for his hands, lifting them to press gentle kisses to his palms. He could tie Jungkook to the bed again, like he usually does, but seeing him like this, something different couldn't hurt. So he twines the ribbon carefully around Jungkook's wrists, binding them together in front of him, feeling himself getting harder even from this slow, simple, deliberate act. "There," he says when he finishes, giving a quick kiss to Jungkook's bound wrist. "Is that okay? Too tight?"
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Not that there's much of any possibility of this weekend going wrong, Jungkook thinks, at least certainly not while they're within the boundaries of the four walls here. They chose this space for the safety it offers, the privacy that they never otherwise get to experience. Here, Jungkook doesn't have to hold back when Yoongi overwhelms him, doesn't have to stifle his voice. No one's going to interrupt them. There's no judgment.
There's only the two of them.
Jungkook shakes his head, eyes never leaving Yoongi's gaze. "It's perfect," he murmurs, his body already starting to relax, starting from the wrist and letting his arm lie slack. "Feels really nice."
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Knelt beside Jungkook, he reaches to unfasten his jeans, to start sliding them down, fingers grazing deliberately along his thighs, thick and strong and Yoongi wants to kiss and bite and bruise, but he wants Jungkook naked more, first. "Always so beautiful for me," he says, soft but sure. He is, he thinks, only this confident in bed or at the piano. There's something about having all this vulnerable trust in front of him that makes him want to live up to it, to make Jungkook feel as good as humanly possible. "So good." He nudges Jungkook's ass gently, prompting him to lift his hips again, so he can ease his underwear off, too. It hasn't been that long since he was on his knees in the museum bathroom, Jungkook's cock in his mouth, and still the sight of him sends a thrill of desire through Yoongi, makes him want to suck him off again. He has other ideas, though. He slips between Jungkook's legs, leaning over him to press a kiss to his thigh. "If anything gets to be too much," he says, glancing up, "tell me." He's said it a hundred times, but it's always worth saying, he figures. Just because he wants to do something doesn't mean Jungkook does.
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And Jungkook responds, as he's sure that every piano has under Yoongi's touch. He lifts his hips, feeling warmth rise to his cheeks as he lies bare underneath Yoongi's fingertips, shivers when he feels Yoongi's lips brush warm against the now cool skin of Jungkook's thigh.
"I will," Jungkook murmurs, even though that answer doesn't seem to do their bond justice. You won't might be the more accurate reply, but there's a part of Jungkook that also wants to reassure Yoongi that he's not simply here to receive whatever Yoongi could theoretically do to him. He's here, instead, because he trusts that Yoongi will know exactly what to do to bring both of them pleasure. And that means acknowledging that even for the two of them, there are boundaries that both of them get to set.
"Feels good already," he breathes shortly after, feeling his cock twitch under the simple weight of Yoongi's gaze.
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He nuzzles gently against Jungkook's thigh, smiling into his skin. "Good," he says softly. "That's all I want. Make you feel good." Not that his own pleasure is negligible, but Yoongi isn't worried about that. He gets off on knowing how good he makes Jungkook feel, knowing how irresistible he is to the younger boy. Where one leads, the other always follows.
Stroking his hand along Jungkook's hip, he draws lazy circles with fingertips and tongue against his skin, sucking kisses intently along the inside of his thigh. He doesn't want to bruise too deeply, but he likes leaving marks only the two of them will see, lips skimming over fading bruises from recent nights. This is theirs. Whatever else anyone does to them, however Jungkook is harmed, there's this, softly purpling declarations of love writ along his legs, sometimes scattered over his chest.
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Over time, Jungkook found himself letting down more of his guard, until now, with the two of them entangled, Jungkook doesn't have the faintest idea how to hold himself back. He groans, breath passing through his teeth in small gasps, as Yoongi's lips brush over his thighs. None of the bruises are hard enough to hurt, yet Jungkook swears that he knows when Yoongi passes over every single one, even those that are out of sight from this angle.
It makes him feel like art.
"Min-ah," Jungkook murmurs, eyes fluttering to a brief close as he sighs, settling his weight further down against the mattress, limbs languid and heavy, seizing only when he feels Yoongi's lips and fingertips brushing over his skin. "I love you."
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His hand skims along Jungkook's hip to his waist, his own hips rolling gently against Jungkook's. He needs to get the fuck out of these jeans, but he's having trouble tearing himself away. How is he supposed to when his boyfriend is so beautiful, when there's such love in the way he looks at Yoongi? He'd forgotten, he thinks, what it's like to be lucky, what it means to be so loved and to know it. It's been too easy to let himself doubt, to expect restrictions and conditions on affection from the others, even where he logically knows they don't exist. But Jungkook looks at him and he knows it's unconditional. "You're so beautiful," he murmurs. "So..." He shakes his head, uncertain how to put this feeling into words, and focuses on kissing his way back down Jungkook's body instead.
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Next time, Jungkook thinks, maybe he'll buy Yoongi some flowers.
"Love you so much," Jungkook murmurs, his eyes fluttering to a close as he narrows his focus to the feel of Yoongi's lips, to the kisses that travel up and down the line of Yoongi's body, sending shivers to the end of every nerve. His hands, at first slack, now tighten into fists, shaking slightly with still more restraint. A part of him wants to pull at the ribbons, fingertips aching for a feel of Yoongi's skin, the curve of his jaw, the line of his back. His chest rises and falls with a slight whine as Yoongi's kisses travel further down, now more distant, and Jungkook aches with the want and anticipation alike.
"You're the beautiful one," Jungkook whispers, eyes blinking open again, lips parted as he watches Yoongi travel further down.
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"Biased," he teases, nipping at Jungkook, though there's a softness in his gaze, a fondness in his voice. He swats gently at Jungkook's hip. "Turn over for me?" He wants to try something, to taste him, and it won't be easy with Jungkook on his back. Besides, he didn't think to bring a blindfold or anything that could be used as one, and anticipation is half the fun of keeping Jungkook tied up like this. Even as he waits, he can't stop touching him, easing back to sit on his knees out of the way while his hands run over every bit of skin he can reach.
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He hopes that that will change with time.
Blinking at Yoongi's request, Jungkook tilts his head briefly in curiosity before complying, licking his lips as he turns and realizes, suddenly, how this new position is still more vulnerable than those which came before. From here, Jungkook can't even watch Yoongi, save for the slight shadow that casts over the rumpled sheets; instead, he's forced to rely on touch as an anchor, shivering at the feather light glances of Yoongi's fingertips over his skin.
"Like this?" he whispers, sliding his knees slightly apart as he settles, back arched in anticipation.
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Bending over him, he presses a kiss to the back of Jungkook's neck. "And just because you're right," he says wryly, "doesn't mean I'm wrong. You're stunning." Nipping gently at his shoulder, Yoongi makes his way steadily down Jungkook's back, trailing kisses along his spine. He's all too aware of how close they are, of how badly he wants Jungkook already; desire twists and coils in his gut, warm and tight, and he's pretty sure Jungkook has to be able to feel it, too, pressed against him as Yoongi is. "And so good," he breathes, "so good for me." He runs his hands over Jungkook's ass as his lips wander lower still, hesitating a moment before he licks lightly at Jungkook's entrance, more curious than intent. Immediately he glances up, looking for the slightest sign of discomfort or disapproval from Jungkook, or else a sign to continue.
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And yet.
Stunning, huh? Jungkook distantly wonders how he must look now, knees bent and body pitched forward, bowed in something like worship. He doesn't have the mind to protest Yoongi's claims, lost in soft gasps as Yoongi's lips brush down the line of his back, reminiscent of soft kisses exchanged before bed, but so much more. Biting back a slight whimper, Jungkook fights the temptation to push himself back against Yoongi, instead tightening his hands further into fists, small half-moons against his palm. But as Yoongi's kisses continue to trail lower, Jungkook's eyes widen, breath turning slightly shallow until he shivers at the touch of a tongue against his entrance.
"Oh. Wow," he breathes to himself, blinking in surprise. He's not sure his cheeks have ever felt so warm.
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He nips playfully at Jungkook's ass, glancing up, but he can't quite see his face from this angle. He can only imagine β eyes wide or shut tight, cheeks flushes and lips parted. Yoongi runs his hands along Jungkook's thighs, steady and soothing, and ducks his head again to lick him, tongue lapping lightly at the puckered rim of his asshole, kitten licks against the sensitive skin. "How's that feel?" he asks, fingers of one hand brushing higher to echo his tongue, running teasingly over his entrance. He's not about to press one inside until he gets some lube, but even the thought of doing so just serves to remind him of how hot and tight Jungkook's ass is, how much he wants to be inside of him. More than that, though, he wants to take his time and make sure Jungkook feels good. "Is it okay?" It's not like he expects to be good yet, but if Jungkook isn't enjoying it, Yoongi figures, then they'd both be better off if he goes back to what he knows he's good at.
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"Yeah," he breathes with a quick nod, ducking his head in embarrassment. Is it normal to like it when someone licks there? (Does it matter whether or not it is?) "It's I if you wanted to do that again, I'd be okay with that. It feels nice." Jungkook laughs at his own clumsy words, not wanting to switch the dynamic just yet, but needing some way of giving Yoongi feedback enough to make the next decision. "I'm okay with anything you want, Min-ah."
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It's a little dramatic, sure, and Yoongi wouldn't go quite that far, but he knows he's happier, livelier, for being loved by Jungkook. That there isn't anything he wouldn't do to make him happy, to hear him laugh. So he doesn't go right back to what he was doing, giving himself a moment to turn over Jungkook's words. It's explicit approval, but that doesn't necessarily mean Jungkook is enjoying it that much. But the way he lowers his head, the way his words come out breathy and shallow, making Yoongi's own head swim with desire β they're both still figuring out if this is something they enjoy or a one-time experiment, but it's enough for Yoongi to feel confident enough to continue.
"What I want is to make you feel good," he says, drawing back slowly and slipping off the bed. He needs to get out of his pants, stripping down and reaching for the lube he left on the counter so he doesn't have to leave the bed again. Moving back behind Jungkook, he can't quite resist touching himself, a soft moan leaving him as he strokes himself a couple times. As badly as he wants to keep going, though, he restrains himself; getting off on his own isn't anywhere near as good as doing it with Jungkook. He takes a deep breath and leans down again, spreading Jungkook's ass with his hands, licking more fervently this time until he's working his tongue into him. What he lacks in experience, he hopes, he makes up for in enthusiasm.
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Yoongi moans, and it's all that Jungkook can do to keep from following suit, licking his lips and waiting, head ducking slightly until it nearly rests by his closed fists. He shivers again when Yoongi's hands find him, warm and soft as they knead against his ass, and Jungkook hardly has the time to relax before he gasps again as Yoongi licks into him, hot and wet and searching, almost demanding. It's not nearly as much of a stretch as when Yoongi uses his fingers, but there's something about the sensation that goes straight to Jungkook's head nonetheless. With a soft moan, Jungkook ducks his head further still, gasping as his forehead meets the knuckle of one hand.
"F-fuck," he whispers, shifting to spread his knees further apart on the bed. "Feels good. Hot."
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