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lovestrippedbare) wrote2019-03-09 03:19 pm
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𝕖𝕟𝕖𝕣𝕘𝕚𝕔𝕠
There are times, Jungkook thinks, when unexpected changes in plan work out for the best. Giving up on the idea of Busan during winter break wasn't the easiest choice at the time Jungkook had expected it to be the highlight of their winter, and giving into the pressure of Yeongwook's blackmailing hurt on multiple levels. But distance seemed safest. Planning, biding their time, having Jungkook carefully siphon a portion of his allowance over to Yoongi for safekeeping, every passing day made the trip feel more viable again, until the two of them suddenly realized that Yoongi's birthday would be an easy occasion to leave for, and that was that.
They've picked up memories along the way. The first night Jungkook had Yoongi stay over. The first dinner together with his mother, with her offering countless thanks for helping her youngest with his studies. A trip out to a nameless beach, all seven of them together, huddled and bracing against the last of the winter winds.
Getting to March isn't as difficult as Jungkook expected it to be, and now that they're here, the wait has made everything all the sweeter.
He takes countless pictures with his camera of their seats together on the train, of the little box meals they buy from the lady with the cart. Of the ramyeon they buy an hour later, when it's clear that the box meals are more packaging than substance.
Of Yoongi, staring out the window of the train car, a soft smile on his face.
At first, Jungkook struggled with the idea of spending much of Yoongi's birthday on the train, but the trip to Busan takes several hours at best, which would have required missing class on Friday. Seeing Yoongi's peaceful expression on the train helps to set a little of that regret to rest, as does the stifled laughter they share as they stumble down the hall to their room in the hotel.
"Hotel Elysee," Jungkook says with a flourish as he waits for Yoongi to swipe their room key. "Is that, like, French?"
They've picked up memories along the way. The first night Jungkook had Yoongi stay over. The first dinner together with his mother, with her offering countless thanks for helping her youngest with his studies. A trip out to a nameless beach, all seven of them together, huddled and bracing against the last of the winter winds.
Getting to March isn't as difficult as Jungkook expected it to be, and now that they're here, the wait has made everything all the sweeter.
He takes countless pictures with his camera of their seats together on the train, of the little box meals they buy from the lady with the cart. Of the ramyeon they buy an hour later, when it's clear that the box meals are more packaging than substance.
Of Yoongi, staring out the window of the train car, a soft smile on his face.
At first, Jungkook struggled with the idea of spending much of Yoongi's birthday on the train, but the trip to Busan takes several hours at best, which would have required missing class on Friday. Seeing Yoongi's peaceful expression on the train helps to set a little of that regret to rest, as does the stifled laughter they share as they stumble down the hall to their room in the hotel.
"Hotel Elysee," Jungkook says with a flourish as he waits for Yoongi to swipe their room key. "Is that, like, French?"
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Still, he's not about to say no. He can't pretend he doesn't like that Jungkook thought of him, spent time looking for something that would make him happy. That in itself is enough; anything he could have picked would make Yoongi happy. He tugs at the paper, pulling at the edges until it starts to come clear of the box. His head tipping to the side, he grins. "A jewelry box?" Opening the box itself, he pulls it free, the small piano absolutely perfect in his eyes. "Finally we have our own piano."
There's a key to turn, the kind for music boxes, and he does, winding it before lifting the lid. As the soft tinkling notes play, his eyes widen, smile softening. "Pathéthique. Gguk... Thank you." He's never going to be able to hear this song and not think of their first kiss. "It's perfect."
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Jungkook leans in close, briefly resting his chin on Yoongi's shoulder before he lifts himself up to press a soft kiss to Yoongi's cheek.
"I had to really think to figure out what kind of piano I could buy you on my budget," he giggles, dropping one hand on Yoongi's thigh and stroking absentmindedly. "Yah, it's really impressive how many songs you can find for music boxes these days when you shop online. I don't know what people did before online shopping. Any music boxes in the stores just play Fur Elise."
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Setting it carefully down on the bed beside him, he turns, a hand lifting to Jungkook's cheek as he leans in to kiss him. "I love it," he says. "Thank you." It's at once practical and beautiful and sentimental, and he's genuinely moved by the choice. They've spent so many hours at the piano bench together, the instrument itself seems as much a symbol of their love as the song does. Draping his arms over Jungkook's shoulders, he pulls him close for a hug. "No offense to Fur Elise, but this is much better."
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"Good," he says when they pull apart. "Because I love you. And I thought it'd be nice for you to be able to take our song anywhere."
It's not their only song couldn't be, when there's a score they're still working on mastering, four hands instead of the usual two but somehow, Jungkook thinks that there won't ever be a song that quite replaces Pathetique. The clumsy slip of his fingers, then the even clumsier reveal of their emotions. Jungkook easily melts into Yoongi's embrace, turning his head and inhaling deep against Yoongi's neck.
"Definitely better than Fur Elise. I think it's okay to play favorites with Beethoven's works."
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He drops his head to press a kiss to Jungkook's shoulder, grinning against fabric. "We should get out of here," he says. "If we stay much longer, I'm not leaving." It would be so easy to keep kissing, to fall into Jungkook's arms, sink back into bed, and refuse to go anywhere else, but they came to Busan to explore, not just to have sex. That can wait for later.
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But still. They're here for a reason.
"Do you know why I really wanted to come to Busan?" Jungkook asks, checking his wallet to make sure he has everything he needs and plucking one of the hotel cards to stuff into the pocket. "Aside from the water. My dad actually grew up here as a young kid. He moved to Seoul for high school, but he was born in Busan."
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"Ah, see?" he says, nuzzling against Jungkook's neck. "So we have to go see the city. It wouldn't be right to come all this way and — did he ever mention anywhere in particular?" If there's somewhere in this city that has definite memories connected to Jungkook's father, they have to go, even if those memories happened long before Jungkook was born.
He pulls away to open his bag, digging into it to retrieve his wallet before they head out.
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It's easier to focus on the more tangible details than to wrack his brain too much for the things his father used to say about Busan. Anything he comes up with might be a fabrication of his own making, ways he's used to fill up the blanks left behind by his father's passing.
He'd rather not stumble and make such a mistake.
"But I know that he liked fish cakes, and they're pretty popular here. Oh, and hotteok, the kind with seeds," Jungkook says, his steps subconsciously keeping him at pace with Yoongi as they meander around the room. "And there are definitely childhood photos of my dad wandering around Gamcheon, so I want to go there."
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"Food and Gamcheon," he says. "We can do that easily." He's hardly going to complain about fish cakes and hotteok, or anything that might help keep the spark of Jungkook's father alive. He has a fondness for the man. He'd like to think that at least one of Jungkook's parents approves of their relationship. "Come on."
Reluctant though he is, he draws back and leads Jungkook out into the hall again. There will be plenty of time later to get lost in each other.
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"I can't believe we get an entire weekend of this. Feels... perfect," Jungkook adds, giggling openly as they make their way back to the elevator, Jungkook reaching out to tap the down button. He glances to either end of the hallway before looping his arm around Yoongi's waist again.
"I wanna travel everywhere with you," he muses, brushing some of Yoongi's bangs off to the side.
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"Everywhere," he echoes. "Absolutely everywhere. Paris. New York. London. Tiny places in between where no one goes, just us."
The elevator dings and the doors slides open, and Yoongi steps backwards into the empty elevator, not waiting for the doors to close again before he kisses Jungkook. "Anywhere you want to go." He'll make it happen. As long as they're together, Yoongi knows, that will be more than enough, but still he craves the chance to give Jungkook everything he could dream of.
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The thought makes him snicker just a touch, his hands reaching around Yoongi's waist and smoothing over skin with his palms, tugging him closer, until their bodies stand almost flush.
"Anywhere. I'd go anywhere with you," Jungkook murmurs. "Vienna, too. We have to make it to Vienna someday."
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"Definitely Vienna," he agrees, smiling, hand lifting to Jungkook's cheek before he steals another kiss. "We could just run off and backpack across Europe." He pulls away reluctantly as the elevator shudders to a stop. Times like this, it feels like they're getting away with something they shouldn't be doing, private and public at the same time, and it's hard not to want more. Busan is waiting, though, a whole city to explore hand in hand.
He reaches for Jungkook's as the elevator doors open. "But Busan is a good start."
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He'll have to look into it later, he thinks. Maybe start some type of pinboard to collect all of the destinations they want to hit someday, just to have a goal towards which they can reach.
"Busan's a great start," Jungkook agrees, chin lifting as they step out of the elevator, giving Yoongi's hand a soft squeeze. "And it didn't take us too long to find a time to get here, right? Only a couple of months, really. I'm hoping that we can listen to some people use Busan satoori here I always thought it sounded kind of nice and masculine, y'know? Maybe I can pick it up."
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They left out early enough that the sun is still high as they leave the hotel, still plenty of time ahead of them to knock a few items off their wish list of things to do. He lets go of Jungkook's hand, digging his phone out of his jacket pocket so he can pull up the map, trying to figure out their best route to the water.
"But, no, it didn't take too long," he says. "This was perfect timing." He can't think of a better way to spend his birthday.
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He bursts into giggles before he can help himself, which probably ruins any gravity the moment might have otherwise had, before leaning in to get a look at the map on Yoongi's phone.
"That road looks a bit larger. Maybe that means there'll be more food places around there," Jungkook points out, his fingertip hovering just above the screen.
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"That looks like a good choice," he adds, nodding. "Let's head that way." Tucking his phone back in his pocket, he reaches again for Jungkook's hand. "I hope you're not dreaming of such a man. I'm not letting you get whisked away from me."
Even that has him stifling a laugh. It's nice, really, to be so comfortable he can tease like that, knowing it's utter nonsense. There won't ever be anyone else for them.
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To throw his all into making this last forever.
"Ah, but really, your deep voice is one of the attractive things about you," Jungkook adds with a tilt of his head. "And what's all satoori really is, right? Makes your voice lower and has that little drawl. You've already got that even without the accent, so you're clearly my type."
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Even so, joke or not, he intends to work hard, to keep investing himself in this relationship, for the rest of his life.
"Clearly," he teases, glancing over. "Though maybe I should start affecting an accent. Keep your eyes from wandering while we're here."
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And Jungkook's fine with that. More than fine, even as he tells himself to be careful.
"My eyes are never going to wander away from you," Jungkook murmurs quietly, cupping one palm underneath Yoongi's jaw, thumb brushing against the smoothness of his cheek. "You're the only one for me, Min Yoongi."
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"I know," he says warmly. "Just like you're the only one for me, Jeon Jungkook." It's been a long, long time since he so much as gave anyone else a second glance. Why would he now, his vision full of Jungkook? He smooths his hand over Jungkook's chest to rest against his neck, tempted just to kiss him here and now. He's not quite that reckless, though, at least not when Jungkook's safety is as much in question as his own. "Maybe I just like being reminded."
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"I want to remind you every second of every day," Jungkook murmurs, his hand smoothing down just a touch, along the side of Yoongi's neck. "For the rest of our lives. How my heart seems to beat in time with your music, how your smiles still make my stomach flutter after all these months. How I can never stop picturing the way your skin looks under my hands, pale and smooth and perfect. Everything about you, Min Yoongi."
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"Are you sure you don't want to just go back to the room?" he asks, only half-joking. His thoughts whirl with the words, with the image of all the times Jungkook has stretched out on desks or propped himself up on the bench beside Yoongi to listen to him play. All the times he tried to say how much he loved him through the keys, even before they started dating. It would be very silly just to go back to the room when they have a whole city to see, though. "You're making it very tempting."
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"I'm sure," he murmurs, tilting his chin up so that he can brush his nose against Yoongi's forehead, tracing it along the side to his temple. "I'll stay up all night with you if we need to make up for lost time, but... god, Yoongi."
He drops his hand briefly, skimming along Yoongi's side. They're still clad in jackets for the time being to fend off the winds of early spring, but he lets the touch linger regardless, light and teasing.
"Okay. Okay," Jungkook laughs. "Let's go."
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Still, it's fun to tease Jungkook, and he'd be lying if he said the way his voice drops, low and wanting, didn't get under his skin.
Later, though. There's always later.
"Alright, I think we head this way to get that street," he continues, leading the way up the road. Even if he's wrong, they'll just get lost and it'll still be fun, but he's pretty sure he's right. "I hope you're right about food. Fish cakes sound really good right now."
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